Early Bloom

Early Bloom, originally uploaded by k3!thf0st3r.

I lost a kitten today, I mean lost it. Well, I did not lose it, it crawled away some time early this morning with its mother and siblings and poof, gone. I found the other two but one still remains gone. He is just about two months old, and I am freaking out. I spent the better part of the day working and going out to look for him. I checked the woods, across the street and nothing, he mom and brothers were with momma. I have no idea where he is and now it is night time and I am sitting here crying about where he is, is he safe and warm or hungry?

I hope that someone picked him up and is caring for him like we do to the animals that come to our house. I feel like such a shit.

My kids have been going nuts trying to find him all day, and now they are all so sad. Why wont he just show up?I honestly can not deal with one more thing, and he is so tiny just a baby.

:-( It has been a hard hard day. If you pray, please ask God to let me find him when I go out to look for him one more time after I post this.