False Kiva

False Kiva
Originally uploaded by Stephen Trainor

What a view :-) If one had to choose where to be on the very first day of the year, this is one heck of a great spot. I have not heard about the False Kiva before, but I can not wait till the day I get to see it in person.

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Well, it is the end of day four of the year 2009 and so far what was a good streak of okay has now turned a bit south for me.

What I wonder is, can one overcome the past they constructed? Or are they doomed to stay in the fish bowl they have created? I really think that it takes a great miracle to remove a person from the circle of life that is now theirs.

But life is not a movie, and there are no hero's anymore. There are no spectacular saves in the nick of time. Sad, but true. This does not mean that we can not affect some changes in our lives, but we can never remove ourselves from the life we have now.

I suppose it is better to have small changes, as long as it makes one a better person. I just hate the idea of getting to the end and having regrets and dreams unfullfilled. This is the time where I wish with all my heart I could go back and undo so much.

I think I could have been more , done more and been more of a blessing in others lives had I just realized what I was constructing as a life. I was so stupid, not thinking of the future :-( and I am so sorry for the wasted life I have placed here on this earth.

Now I can only try the best I can to make the most of what I have left before me, and be the best person and most helpful I can to others..... maybe then at the end, my regrets will be small.